Love letter.

Dear Mr. Fixitall,

I write to you because I am so utterly broken.

I write to you with the wish that you have a needle and thread, for my seams are slowly ripping, and stuffing is falling out all over the floor.

If my seams are soon fixed, please unwind the thread that they call my lips. 

Make me a belly.

I want to be filled with honey.

Make me a heart that beats.

I want to be filled with love.

If you would, please, keep my lips unsewn, for I could never keep these feelings for you as dormant thoughts.

Mr. Fixitall,

I want to feel. 

Sew me new feelings of joy and inspiration

Paint me dreams

and let me call them mine.

Do not be alarmed when you find that all my dreams are of you

For the moment you put these thoughts in my head, I fell in love.

And oh to be immersed in the feeling of love, how the heart you gave me beats twice as fast when you're around.

And though the fantasy of infatuation is timeless, even the mightiest of bears begin to whither.

The thread will eventually unwind again. 

Everything will break and my tummy will turn to cotton balls.

I will be unfixable.

But know that I will die a happy bear, 

because you showed me the most beautiful thing in the world,

How to love.

Sincerely,

Miss Teddy B

Little Lonely Jamming Soldier

Here's a video of me this morning. Freestlye little jams, I don't really know what I'm talking about in them, so maybe disregard, && enjoy.

Surfing Magazine Interview

Enjoy.

17 Things you might not have known about me...

1. I collect heart rocks. See them everywhere. Always wonder if they find me, or if I'm just always looking.

2. My sister Isabelle is my hero, and I'm pretty sure she's the next Picasso.

3. My current favourite song is Little Lion Man by Mumford and Sons.

4. I've also been listening to Florence + The Machine, and The XX.

5. Don't know what I'd do without my guitar, piano and surfboard. Here's a quick jam.

6. I love cats.

7. I just caught a fly with my hand, just right now!

8. I can doodle for days.

9. I paint.

10. I follow fashion.

11. My favourite colour is green.

12. Hiking is almost as good as surfing, and I want to find this place.

14. I will never get a twitter.

15. I am extremely ADD, some would even go as far as saying ADHD.. but I love it, I'm never bored.

16. The Ranch is my dream.

17. Did you notice I left out 13? Bad luck avoidance.

18. I don't really believe in bad luck actually, only the power of the human mind. And within the restraints of our little bodies and out little brains, we can still find the most powerful force in the universe:

LOVE.

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Rest In Peace Andy Irons

-In Memory of a Hero-

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Wandering aimlessly through reality

Taking for granted the brilliant light that shines from above 

We often forget that even the brightest stars in the sky begin to fade

Their light becomes so normal, and soon even unnoticed

Until they are gone, and we are left in the dark

When the dark comes over us

 we feel hopeless,

 defeated.

As if the thread that connected us and reality broke 

and the patchwork that we thought was life became a mere fabrication

And though the pain and sadness of our loss keeps us in the dark

we must find our own light through the memory of that which we have lost

For a star that shines so bright also passes its light on to others

And through remembrance of a brilliant star

a new light will shine.

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Rest In Peace Andy Irons, You will be forever remembered.

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-catherine-

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